#015 Trust The Process SG30SGD Buy 1127SGT 24022025Singapore 30OANDA:SG30SGDgoh8888lesterBuying at the rebound of the major trendline. Currently, my PNL is at -9.66R floating plus confirmed and exited orders. Let's go. Shall come back later. --- Consistency. What if I randomly took buy and sell positions? Would I still be able to be a consistent loser? While waiting for orders to come in at 1am just now(I work as a food delivery rider), I was thinking about my soccer betting stint. My father and I we were betting on our own accounts, and we both encountered similar situations. Using our own strategies, we both found short term consecutive successes which ended up being losers where we lost everything in our account. I even recorded the bets I took, and some key stats like odds, winrate between the home and away team, and both teams previous track records. Here's the key thing that I am thinking about that is related to my trading question above. Since soccer betting has different elements from trading. 1 - 3 way bets 2 - Unfavourable RRR Could I, find a way to balance the elements to be more like trading?(For another time, I think I know what I could do. But, we have to first figure out about how to be a consistent loser, first, while randomly taking buy and sell positions.) Assuming that trading is a 50 50 game(which my past 9 years plus of trading data suggests otherwise), then, if I were to take trades randomly, I would eventually reach 50 50 winrate, assuming I have taken into account the spread and commission. Currently, I am taking trades with good intentions. Good intentions means, taking trades in the direction of the trend, and if price is in a range, I take positions at key S&R levels where price previously turned at. What if I threw it all to the wind? Even winds have patterns. So, is it truly random? Are my buys and sells truly random? Or is it who I am that is causing a pattern to form, that helped me be consistently losing, regardless of the randomness I thought I am bringing to the table? Now, what If i remove myself and input a true random number generator? Too much thoughts. As of now, I know I am consistently losing. Now I learn to embrace it and use it in my favour in 2025. Navin from Urban Forex says, "Do you want to be right, or do you want to make money?" Currently, I am stuck at the level of having to mind-F myself into believing that my intentions are good and beneficial, in order for me to take the correct trades that would cause me to lose money consistently in the long run so that I could take the opposite is true trades on my money making accounts which I must not let my immune system know, exists because if my immune system knows the eyes exists aka the real money making account, then, I would begin to self sabotage. But, what if I let the immune system believe that the eyes has always been around(which is true) and that the immune system has gotten a concussion and forgotten past memories such as the eyes existing, which, I mean, would be me taking "random" trades since I would lose in the end, and then, taking the opposing positions on my real money making account? 1155SGT 24022025 Anyway, I am losing money now consistently, losing half the account already, now I am sitting on 50k capital or so, from my initial 100k capital. I risk 5k per trade, so, now my realised plus unrealised PNL sits at -10R, so all is good. Don't think of techniques, those are bullshit meant to trap you. And youtubers use those fanciful, beautiful, colourful techniques, asking you to balance on a tight rope while walking in the air between two cliffs which if you fall off from, would spell D_E_A_D. And guess what? Most people fall off that tight rope act. And most of them die. What you want to do is to prepare a parachute, which would catch you when you fall. And with this backup, you could be 放肆(fang4 si4), reckless, wanton, with, because you know you will fall, that's why you dare to do such ridiculous acts on the tight rope. If falling is your intention and you have to fall in order to escape, then, get yourself a parachute(real real money making account on the side. Eyes, without letting the immune system aka body know, exists.), and start behaving crazily, because falling is the only way for you to be successful and escape. 1204SGT 24022025