i have been in love with this guy for sooo long since we were kids i tried to get his attention in every way possible, texting him from random insta accounts, looking for him around school trying to grab his attention nothing ever worked he graduated i left school but everytime i think abt my old school or old life i had before i went to uni hes the first one to pop in my head when i feel some certain feelings he is all i think abt even though we never really spoke or had a special connection together i keep dreaming abt him but in the dreams he was always very distant its like he doesnt wanna be there hes trying to ignore me in every way possible in every single dream tbh i am embarassing everyone knew i liked him geniuenly the entire school both girls and guys what shocks me is he never reached out even after all this time of me trying to talk to him i once texted him from my main insta account he never answered u might question me and say what made u like him id say nothing i always thought he has a beautiful smile very relegious guy never heard a single bad thing abt him like he spoke to a girl or even had a gf, i heard hes a very smart guy he cares abt his studies alot yk those small things made me create a person which i think he is in my head i cant even listen to alot of songs bc hes all i think abt cant even eat bc hes all i think abt some days i cant even sleep bc i cant think abt him when i wake up hes all i think abt like i feel sick yk i feel like there is smth wrong with me i spoke to multiple friends trying to just remove that sick feeling from my chest i geniuenly cant i tried alot idk how to explain it the things that made me fall in love with him in the first place was when we were kids we used to go to the bus together there is alot of embarassing moments that make me laugh when i think abt but i still remember every moment he was in even though we were soooo young but i still remember every. single. one. can someone please help me and tell me whats wrong with me and how do i remove that feeling inside my chest bc nothing is helping   submitted by   /u/SharpTell2580   to   r/BreakUps [link]   [comments]