This is what happened when I moved countries. I was okay for a bit, and then all the trauma came flooding back and I had to address it. Fortunately by then I was in a position where I could afford therapy, and had lots of support, but it still cost me a really good job and was really tough. I had everything going for me, tried really hard, and still experienced a massive emotional crash out. OP is kidding themselves if they think that relocation alone will fix their problems. It just gives them access to a bunch of new people that havnt gotten sick of their lack of effort yet.