I was pinballing/slamming the back glass/hitting every outlane/triggering a ramp shot/spinning red after years/of running/nights/of crashing/I wanted power over something/anything/thought:what would it look like/the glistening body/cut open/the jewels of itself/turning?The back glass of the body/breached? Would I comealive in the cut/you could say seeingmy inside body/its wires &circuits/my spiky wrist/you could saygleeful at the sight? Say revenge/say pitiful to be alive this way/to have a body relaxat the sight of it, youcould say.