I can’t read all that right now but there are too many scammers that I don’t trust shit especially here in Reddit. I’ve been in actual need of help so many times and get nothing at all and I’ve seen these people ending up being scammers so often. When I had to eat spaghetti mayo and ketchup because it was literally all I had I would have loved someone to get me some bread and beans even though I don’t like most beans. It’s got to be better than that concoction I made. But there are so many scammers and it just pisses me off i personally now would rather help through researched organizations that don’t have too much overhead or help people I know for sure need it. But that’s just me. Appreciate your comments even if I didn’t read the whole thing.