My girlfriend passed on Sunday. I haven't heard the exact cause but she had pneumonitis and was struggling to breathe. She went into the hospital via ambulance on Thursday after waking up in pain. I visited her in the hospital on Friday and the mICU nurse said she was doing better and would likely be back home in a few days. I woke up Saturday morning to the news that she was likely to pass. She'd signed the dnr and dni after being on a ventilator the first day. She didn't want to be on it again. Her mom isn't doing a church service or funeral for her. She's just gone. The apartment we'd shared is so quiet now without her. The cats miss her. My friends keep telling me to give it to God. That it gets better. It doesn't get better, you just get used to the pain. As far as God, I'm not happy with him right now. He keeps taking the people I love. Dinner is scrambled eggs, hash browns, pancakes and biscuits. I made way too much.   submitted by   /u/-brk0   to   r/BoyDinnerDiaries [link]   [comments]