Rubina Dilaik opens up about motherhood and post-partum (Photo: Rubina Dilaik / Instagram)TV actor Rubina Dilaik welcomed daughters Jiva and Edha in 2023. Ever since embracing motherhood, the actor’s choice of projects has largely been influenced by her journey as a mother. Rubina launched a podcast titled Kisi Ne Bataa Nahi, which explored the many challenges that come with motherhood. And now, she is set to host reality show The Ward.During an exclusive interaction with SCREEN, Rubina spoke about how becoming a mother has transformed her. She also spoke about the challenges and fears she carries today as a parent.Rubina Dilaik on post-partum strugglesSpeaking about how becoming a mother has transformed her, Rubina Dilaik said, “Becoming a mother has completely transformed me. When I say I have completely changed, it means my thought process, decision-making, and my ambitions are finding a new face. Something that excited me before I was a mother doesn’t excite me anymore. I can safely say this is the new me, Rubina 2.0. I am not saying this because I have become a mother; there are physical changes, and life is giving me different ways of absorbing new lessons. I am completely transforming, and I take it as a new lesson, a new beginning in my life.”Also Read: Rubina Dilaik was told that she had a ‘negative face’: ‘Nobody will cast you as a protagonist’ View this post on Instagram A post shared by Rubina Dilaik (@rubinadilaik) Rubina also spoke about how post-partum is often overlooked and misunderstood. She said, “Postpartum is the fourth trimester which people don’t talk about. Many are not aware of it. Suddenly, when your child is in your arms, your world is falling apart. People romanticize it and say the minute you look at your child’s face, you forget all your pain, but that doesn’t happen at all. Let us normalize that and accept that it is absolutely human to fall apart.”“I don’t remember my initial days after becoming a mother; the memory of those first six months is gone. Sleepless nights, not enough rest, nutrition was haywire, and all kinds of emotions. So I don’t remember those days clearly. This happens with every mother. During those three months, you lose sleep equivalent to nine years; imagine what wrath your body is going through. Sleep is the only natural medicine that keeps us sane, the kind of insanity a woman goes through, and then she is told, ‘Are you going crazy?’ Of course, I am going crazy,” the actor added.Rubina Dilaik on challenges and fears of being a motherDuring the interview, Rubina Dilaik opened up about the most challenging aspect of being a mother to twins. She said, “Bringing my daughters on the same page is the biggest challenge. With twins who are non-identical and have two different personalities and strong ones, it is difficult to even make them have the same paratha. One wants paratha, the other one wants pasta.”Rubina further spoke about her biggest fear as a mother and said, “I have become hyper-vigilant. Am I the same person? No, I am not. While I am talking to you, I know what is happening back home. Whenever I get time off work, I want to speak to them, understand them, and I am so vulnerable. I am so susceptible to emotions that is what nature has done to me. I am fearless, I would jump, hop, do anything for my children, but when I hear something that disturbs me from within, I will not be able to hold back myself.”Story continues below this adAlso Read | Rubina Dilaik acknowledges her in-laws, husband’s support during postpartum journey: ‘Those who say divorce rates go up after a kid…’Lastly, Rubina Dilaik spoke about balancing work and personal commitments. Sharing how she felt leaving her kids behind for the Khatron Ke Khiladi 15 shoot, the actor shared “Everyone is asking me if I am excited about Khatron Ke Khiladi. I am not able to sit with that feeling. Right now, a 40-day schedule is weighing heavily on me, being away from my children, so I have to think if the show is exciting or not. Though my daughters are 2 years and six months now, I am telling them that I am going to be away for 40-days and preparing myself also for it. But let me tell you, when you say I want to face my fears, this is my biggest fear: what will happen to my kids when I am gone? Will someone take care of them as I do? So I might as well conquer that.”What is The Ward?The Ward is a reality show hosted by Rubina Dilaik. The series follows 10 pregnant women from across the country as they embark on a journey of detox, self-care, and self-discovery before stepping into motherhood. Over the course of 10 days, the participants live under constant camera surveillance while being cared for by medical professionals. Alongside this, they take part in a range of activities designed to help them relax and reconnect with themselves. Through the show, Rubina attempts to explore whether sisterhood and shared experiences can become a support system for motherhood.Nawaz Javed Kochra is a seasoned entertainment journalist at The Indian Express Online, bringing nearly a decade of expertise to the forefront of cultural reporting. With a focus on the television and Over-The-Top (OTT) landscapes, he has established himself as a prominent voice in the industry, known for his high-profile celebrity interviews and insightful coverage of the Indian entertainment sector. Experience & Career Nawaz holds a Master of Arts in Communication and Journalism from Mumbai University, providing him with a rigorous academic and ethical foundation. In his 11-year career, he has navigated through several of India's leading media houses, building a portfolio that spans digital, print, and broadcast media: The Indian Express: Currently leads coverage of TV and OTT content, producing both written analysis and popular video interview segments. Former Roles: He began his career at the iconic Stardust Magazine and later held key positions at Zoom TV, Zee Multimedia, MissMalini, Bollywood Bubble, and Raindrop Media. Expertise & Focus Areas Nawaz’s beat is characterized by a blend of exclusive access and trend analysis. His core areas of expertise include: Reality Television: Specialized coverage of major franchises like Bigg Boss, providing behind-the-scenes insights and winner profiles. OTT Ecosystem: Tracking the shift from traditional cable to digital streaming platforms, with a focus on web series and digital premieres. Celebrity Profiles & Interviews: Nawaz is celebrated for his ability to foster candid conversations with industry stalwarts, from music composers like Amaal Mallik to other TV legends. Investigative Entertainment News: Reporting on sensitive industry developments, including legal disputes and personal stories of resilience within the acting community. Authoritativeness & Trust With a reputation built on years of networking and credible reporting, Nawaz Kochra is a "known face" in the Mumbai media circuit. His work at The Indian Express adheres to the publication's "Journalism of Courage" standard, ensuring that even entertainment reporting is approached with accuracy, sensitivity, and transparency. His educational background and extensive tenure across diverse media platforms provide him with the authoritative perspective required to analyze the rapid evolution of Indian show business. ... 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