I have a crush on a doctor a 20 years older than me. He has YEARS of experience compared to my 1 year. I know I sound stupid sometimes and am still getting used to how things work on our unit (ED). He’s so nice and sweet but I can’t stop feeling humiliated to think that he probably thinks I’m not smart or something. I know he thinks I’m pretty as he smiles at me all the time and I see the way he looks at me sometimes. How to think and not feel small stupid and dumb . I am learning and I will get to the point where I’m really good, but no one knows that. Thanks.   submitted by   /u/Direct_Flatworm_4569 [link]   [comments]