lm a new PCT and have been working independently for about a 1-2week after completing orientation. I’m Filipino, grew up in the US, and still have a Filipino accent. I originally pursued this job because I wanted to gain healthcare experience before eventually becoming a nurse. Honestly, I’m already feeling discouraged. I knew the job would be physically demanding, but I didn’t expect it to affect me so much mentally and emotionally. Within my first week, one patient’s family member requested that I no longer care for their mother, and another patient complained about me. What hurt the most was being accused of trying to use bleach wipes to clean a patient’s bottom while assisting her to the bedside commode. This was completely untrue, and I found it insulting because I would never knowingly use something inappropriate for patient care. These experiences have made me question my abilities and whether people perceive me as incompetent. I’m also 4’11”, naturally soft-spoken, and have an accent. Sometimes I wonder whether these things influence how patients and their families perceive me. I’ve also noticed that most of these negative interactions have involved majority White patients or family members. I’m not sure if I’m recognizing a pattern, experiencing cultural differences, or simply overthinking things. I’m starting to lose confidence, and honestly, I’m questioning whether nursing is something I still want to pursue. I don’t want to give up on healthcare, but I also don’t want to feel this defeated just one week into working independently. For experienced PCTs, CNAs, and nurses: Did you experience this when you first started? How did you build confidence after negative patient interactions? Have you ever felt judged because of your accent, ethnicity, or appearance? Does it get better with experience? I’m looking for honest advice because I’m genuinely struggling with this transition.   submitted by   /u/Live_Performer1478 [link]   [comments]