You just turned my whole mood around today. I'm in recovery too and had some really lean times, especially at the beginning. It's a huge reason why many people punt it or don't go - it's expensive to do and means time off work, etc that a lot of people need. I was gifted a nice hot / cold water bottle during my early days and I still had it as a reminder that, at one point, it was truly a prize possession. That thing came with me everywhere - emotional support water bottle So long winded of way of saying thank you! 💜